What is it?

It's not the eerie silence that fills the space around me,
It's not the stillness of the breeze I once used to float in,
It's not the departed felicity that ran along with my breaths,
It's not the steps retreating themselves to find joy instead,
It's not the lost gentle tease of sunlight brushing my skin,
It's not the dawn stealing away the moon I spend my pulses watching which,
It's not the absence of the letters joy used to write to me once,
It's not the palm of my hands losing hold of serenity,
It's not the colors and life running away from my scenery,
It's not the return of the nothing I have always had with me,
It's not the longing for life to stay with me,
It's not the notion of me being a whisper that never was,
It's not the heart bruised by unrequited sentiments,
It's not the fear of losing what I never had,
It's not the sojourn in this world so transient and short-lived,
It's not living in the fallacy that holds me in its wings,
It's not my words always mangling the peace of my heart,
It's not my voice not being heard or misheard all this time,
It's not the realization of "What is meant to be, will be",
It's not my ears not hearing any echo for so long,
It's not the bullets fired from guns piercing my disguised skin,
It's the fear of the demons deep inside me which dwell,
It's the fear of my demons tearing everything so dear I hold to myself.

Why Believe in God?

(Part 2)

Let's talk about the origin of life on Earth now. The earliest form of life being microscopic, a basic cell, the building block. This cell though the simplest and the most basic component is unbelievably complex, contains several other constituents in itself. The cell, as it is said and believed, was a product of continual evolutionary process under the effect of the atmospheric conditions billions of years ago. 

Among all other constituents of the cell, let's single out DNA. DNA that holds information about the organism, the traits, physical as well as behavioral characteristics, a very powerful thing. Science and research has found that : "The human genome, the genetic code in each human cell, contains 23 DNA molecules each containing from 500 thousand to 2.5 million nucleotide pairs." Also if you stretched the DNA in one cell all the way out, it would be about 2m long and all the DNA in all your cells put together would be about twice the diameter of the Solar System.

As a result of abundance of reasoning and knowledge, we are aware that for the 500 thousand nucleotide pairs, their combination and sequencing is a vital factor that governs the properties of the genes, DNA and consequently the whole human genome. Must have taken very many years to form an organism, a complex organism capable of thinking and forming ideas with proper functionality, physical symmetry and pleasant appearance. Let us calculate the probability of these 500 thousand nucleotide pairs being perfectly located to help DNA do that miracle, How many years do you get, knowing that evolution itself is a steady phenomenon and it would have taken considerable measure of time to carry that out also keeping in view the fact that it doesn't know what the perfect alignment would be? The permutation of 500 thousand! i.e 500000!, the answer of which is a figure that no calculator on earth can calculate which is far beyond the calculated age of the Earth!

It's just like providing the monkeys a type-writer and letting them bang their hands over it, they sure will type words and sentences and pages, say 500,000 letters, but will those words and sentences make any sense, all of them being right on point? No, absolutely not. And again for those letters to make perfect sense, all of them, simultaneously, the probability is what I have already explained.

You decide now, what does your intellect, wisdom and intuition say?

Why Believe in God?

(Part 1)

Science believes that every phenomenon that is taking place in this prodigious universe is governed by a certain set of laws, principles. But what about the Law-maker? Is anything capable of running on its own without the direction of the Law-maker and keep following it for billions of years, the non-living and astonishingly huge bodies? An educational institution is established and inaugurated, students are admitted, they come wearing uniforms, there is a fixed particular time span for which they are bound to not leave its premises etc, how do they know of the rules and regulations? Did the the rules and laws ever get formed on their own? Can they?
You just come into existence in this world and learn about the existence of these stars and planets. Big bang theory they introduce to you which claims a continually expanding universe, all on its own, randomly without causing any destruction or affecting its orderliness. Your brain accepts that. That unlike the watch made by the watch-maker which works correctly only because of being accurately and diligently set, this universe keeps working with such proficiency spontaneously, unguided.

Just for once, have you ever ventured leaving your armor, your ego, any sort of biasing, rising above everything else, using not only rationality of your mind but the intuition of your heart, guidance of your conscience, to seek the greatest truth with true enthusiasm and devotion, have you? Search for it with true vigor and deep contemplation and not just for the sake of knowledge?