I have been the most speechless on the occasions when my heart was moved the most, touched at its deepest, caressed on the corners I had long forgotten existed. On those occasions, I try to summon the courage to recall every fancy, deep, complex word in my meagre vocabulary but every single one of them seems absurd compared to the intensity of what I am feeling in that moment, so my lips refuse to move and that's when I inadvertently give in to the only form of expression my heart and brain agree on: tears. I have not known a better way yet, I don't think I ever will.